Basically today was the saddest day. My class just create problem. I really have enough of crying today. Crying infront of the class is already enough. There's no use talking to the class if they didn't take it seriously. Some of them can still laugh. Some were not happy with me, even the chairman. But idc. He as a chairman didn't say a single word and blame all on me. I just wish fr the best fr my class. I want to leave the school with a happy face not a sad one. I was just about to ask Mdm Mus about the class outing but i'm sure after what that had happen, i don't think she wants it. To be frank, i'm not perfect. Infact, nobody is perfect. Everybody make mistakes. So we learn from it and make a correction to it. Things change alot now a days. Many problems to be solved and i hope i can solve it before the end of school. Its just one day, and many things had happen. Haiss. I want my classmate to be in the same class as me. Yeaa, eventhough they are irritating, noisy, rude, i still love them. I love them more than the person i love. I just spoil somebody's relationship. But i'm going to make it right no matter how hard it takes. Wth, its like i'm betraying. Ya i realised i did. I admit, i don't want to be a coward. Idiot me right?

And to the person i love most ;
I just want all my problems to be settled peacefully and then i will solve my problem with you. And i say this because, i want you to have a time on your own and take this time for you to forget all the stupid messages i sent to you on fridayy. I know its hard to forget but do try to frget about it. Because if you don't try to forget about it, we are never going to be back as before eventhough my problems are settled. I've many things in my head and i need to do it one by one. Hold all your sorries or anything tht you want to say to me. But if you can't wait to say it to me, i'm pleased to hear it too. I'm ending here k , byee. And ilyvm ♥

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