I did this. And i feel so stupidddddddddddd. I did something and i thought it would bring happiness to us. But what i get in return is a fightt. I should have think twice before regretting what i did. What i did was stupid, i know. Ah fuck, i wonder when everything will end and i just want to start a new life being so happy and cheerful. Sometimes, i just miss being happy. Being sad sucks, seriously. Moody sini, moody sane. Abeh nanti org irritated kn and nanti org ingat aku ni emotional sangat. Sooo, just be happy la yer. Its life, we can't argue. Life is too short for us to fight. I'm sick and tired of fighting. I don't want to give up in us eventhough i feel like to. I don't want to emoemo. Whatever is, just be happy. Show people that we can still be happy eventhough we are dying like hell in the insdie. I don't know what's next. All i can know that you will post something sad in yr facebook. Will be looking forward to read it k? Fake. I realised that you will only post on yr fb when you are feeling sad. What about happy things? You used to do that, and i miss it. I don't care whether it about me or nt. As long as i can see that you're happy. Let's just begin with what happen today. I went to meet him early. We walk to dunno what block and we sit. We talked. First, he said a few words and there was silence. Then i reply and silence. I hate silence back thn. I feel like talking and make it settled but then i'm just scared to blurt it out because it may hurt your feelings. I wish we were like friends, so happy together messaging and deep inside we will love each other. If only i can rewind time la kan. Everybody want it, not only me. I guess i am done here. Bye.

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