32: Freedom

How much i fucking hate you right now.
So jyeah, its obvious to whom i'm refering to. Perangai tk perlu okay. -.- You changed in way to make everyone hate you. Who do you rely on now? Just some small group of friends? How about you brothers huh? You don't know how much they misses you everytime you're not around them. You don't know right? Because you never are with us. Now the person you love so much hates you. It just makes you even sadder huh? Yea, thts what you get for changing your attitude. So what if you're sad even if you're with us. Like obviously we know the reason why. We tried to give you the advices, but did you take them? Please, after what wrongs things or things you regret doing then you wanna think about Allah? How about the happy moments and doing some stupid stuffs outside? Did you think about Allah? I guess not right, because you enjoy doing those things. And one by one change, and the reason is maybe because of you. You brainwashed your "buddy" and whose next huh? -.- You buddy do it because he was force to listen to you because of he's having lots of problem with his girlfriend. You don't know how hard his girlfriend tried her best to make the way out of the problem. I know, because his girlfriend always told me what he expects from both of them. You dunno how sad she is. Or maybe you're happy to see her sad because she hurt you buddy too much? And you can still encourage your buddy to stay single with you. Urgh, idiot you! _|_ Maybe you're jealous to see people happy or maybe you just wanna make your buddy problem free. But think again, by what you are doing to make your buddy happy, dosen't make the people around you happy. You're just doing it for the sake of your happines BUT not for the people around you. Advices you gave to people, did you take it? No right? You said to ayun to move on and try t learn to let go of his love one. But did you do the same thing? I dont think so right? Think about yourself first before you blame on the people who is trying to help you! Think la k. -.- Whats the use of brain right? THINK DEEP BEFORE YOU PUT THE BLAME ON ANYONE. I don't wanna post any bad things about you in facebook. So i jsut throw whatever i have think about you here. Trust me, i just fucking hate the new you. Realise it that we are actually here to help. And i ain't mentioning names here. And if i'm being rude, well sorry. Because i cannot take it anymore. Just like how much you can't take the pain.

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